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helooo again.

  • Mar. 5th, 2009 at 9:16 AM


okay, i've got a grandmother story to tell after 5 days. blame dearest Umairah as she was the one who bugged me to update. hahahahahaha!

so let's start from the 1st of March. ehehehe. one of my bestfriends got married. actually i know both the bride and groom so i guess it's two of my bestfriends. ahahahaha. we were supposed to come at 1pm but because of janji Melayu we only reached the wedding at 4pm. heh.

than after, Nerly, Faliq, Munkey and me, watched My Bloody Valentine 3D. super gore but damn good laaaaa! i soo want to watch again. oooouh and yes yes. me and Nerly watched the movie in baju kurungs and i was cursing and swearing throughout all the gory parts while Nerly couldn't stop screaming her lungs out eyh. Munkey and Faliq kept laughing during naked scenes. boys will be boys huh? ahahaha. the movie is really a must watch. catch it in 3D as it's even better and you even get to wear cool 3D glasses. hahahahaha!

pictures below sums up the entire day. ehehehehe.

Nerly.


Munkey.


makcik Keke. look at her baju laaaa. hahahahaha!


the makcik and me.


the makcik ditched her tudung for a puff. ahahahaha.


the star karat, Faliq.


in the movie theatre before the movie started.















 

that's done so now for the rest of the entry. heh. nothing much happened after that day actually. just that the boyfriend was supposed to come over the next morning but the daddy was on mc so there was a change of plans and we ended up lepak-ing at the next block's void deck. went to have lunch at Banquet and the boyfriend only realized that his bike keys were missing when we reached there. baceyn kan? hahahaha. we figured that he might have left it on the table at the void deck and he made a run for it. that pantat can really run laa. hehehehe. luckily it was still there. his bike keys are always with me now after that incident just in case he leaves it lying around again.

he's entrusting the bike keys to me. me eyyh? me, who have lost FIVE handphones and TWO wallets and dozens of lighters within a span of five years. omg laaaaa. mati ni. hahahahahaha. so we just hung out at a different void deck after that and had a really good chat. what am i saying? we usually have nice conversations accompanied with hearty laughters. ehe. =)

so yeah, we made things clear that we're not having an open relationship. *screams YESS UHHHHH! in her heart. hahahahaha. i'm a little upset with his friend, Yazid, though. okay, their conversation went like this:


*Yazid checking through the bf's hp.
him: eyyh, Ika(a hot yet pious ITE Simei girl that the bf got to know a few months back.) message kau semalam?
bf: eyyh? ntah. aku tak ingat. kenape?
him: kau tanak dier pe? (is he stupid or what?!)
bf: kau giler? aku da ade matair pe. (awwwww. bf to the rescue. hehehehehe.)
him: tapi dier hot sak. (she's hot but your face busuk okay. geram already.) kau tanak be with a girl of the same standard ke? (so i'm not his standard now? puck you laaaa. super angry!)
bf: rupe takkan sampai ke tue and anyway how many couples do you see when you walk around who are compatible? (you tell him baby. arghhhhh!)
him: tak ramai uh. (duh!)
bf: abe?
him: *dead silence. (in your face, god damn it! angry laaaaaa.)



stupid kan? no more free drinks when he comes down to my workplace from now onwards. idiot. blearghhh! i don't want to be mean here but Yazid is not exactly under the category of pleasant looking yet his standards of a girl is super high. he wants a girl with a gorgeous face and curvy body, typical minah. please eyh mr mat tak jadi, you want to talk about standards and compatability, go see yourself in the pucking mirror and reflect back on your ideal girl. they're way out of your league laaa. you're so choosy when you don't have anything to offer them even. that's probably why you're still single till now. arghhhhh. very geram.

moving on, worked on tuesday night and it was all hyper as usual. i love working. it's stress free ((:

and than, hehehehe. i surprised the boyfriend with two pairs of shirt for our second monthiversary yesterday. he looked good in them. less mat rep-ish. hahahaha. actually we don't have a proper date to celebrate but we gauge that it's the first week of the month. that's actually better cos than we have the entire week to celebrate. wheeeee! hehehehe.

so why do we not have a proper date? i guess it was just mutual understanding on our feelings for each other and as how the boyfriend put it, kite kan automatic, i'm fine with it. ehe. he really loved the shirts and even wore one of them on that day itself. he was like a super excited little boy. ehehehehe.

ooouh than i was doodling on a piece of paper while he checked his TAGGED profile. i wanted to distract myself from looking at my lappie's screen. he somehow managed to see the doodle. =p
 
this is mine.


andd. this was what he wrote secretly and hid it beneath my paper.

 
awwwwwwwwwwwwwww! aku sayang my baceyn boy, can? hehehehe.

than he had to rush to the hospital cos his friend got into an accident and i went to my workplace to leave my keys and do some paperwork. Aggie, Nazume, Ayie, Kenny and Wynne were all there as well. Kenny than blanje-ed me and naz drinks(alcohol.heh.). i realized that i can drink beer now other than liquor. all this while i hated it laa and can't stand the super bitter taste but Heineken and Baron was really nice, surprisingly. hehehe. okay that was not really something i'm proud of but i just wanted to share. heeeee. luth came down awhile later and i joined him with his colleagues for karaoke till ard 1am than i went off for supper of mee bandung with no vegetables, extra prawns and extra spicy at Rivervalley's Spize with the dearest work friends.

and than, and than! makcik nurli got a flight to Singapore and she landed last night. wheeeeee! she called and asked me and luth to teman her and hang out in the hotel room. she was at Swissotel. coooool or what! jealous, can? hahahahaha. so we slumbered party till around 5am than everybody started to fall asleep. first was luth, than nurli and lastly was me. nurli fell asleep while talking to me halfway than continued the conversation around 10mins later before going back to sleep. hillarious laaa. hahahaha. the room is freaking big. her bed is the size of THREE single beds all put together side by side! super envious! me and luth left by 7.45am and seven-ed home. so yes, i just reached home. i'm sticky with a baceyn face and updating my blog now. it's all Umairah's fault. hahahahaha!

the boyfriend just called and he's already on his way. die! i havent showered and i still need to prepare lunch. aiyooooooo. till then, bye bye dearest loves :]

i love you babylove ((:


 

grunts.

  • Feb. 28th, 2009 at 4:11 AM


screwed up the Final Year Project. might even fail.


upset with boyfriend.


good night for now.


((:

  • Feb. 26th, 2009 at 6:32 PM


pictures. pictures. pictures. pictures!



Valentine's Day with the lovely girls.



























and. andd.


the dearest boyfriend!



just a sneak peak of him. hahahaha!

okay, that's all. must layan him at home now.

much love dearests. ((:

Paranoia kicks in.

  • Feb. 25th, 2009 at 2:34 PM



Before anything, the bestfriend have given birth to her little darling. wheeeee! i'm a proud godmother of Nur Rihana Amberlyn Bte Muhd Zulhaidi. Super excited!

Okay, call me insane but i think i have the right to be paranoid over the boyfriend but i swear i wasn't like this before. It all started after i accidentally saw a message which he claims was just his female friend. I allowed him to explain himself and it was settled. At least i thought it was. Until i started talking about it with close friends was then i realized that i was not okay with everything.

Though there was a proper closure with the mini argument we had, i started having insecurities. Major insecurity! These eventually grew bigger and deeper when he was browsing through his TAGGED profile with me beside him, and a lot of girls sent him cheeky messages and comments. Thing is, he doesn't have a computer at home thus Yazid, a friend of the boyfriend, uses the account to get to know the girls who actually wants to get to know the boyfriend, who mostly are minahs. Yes yes, he attract minahs and i in turn attract mats, like him as an example. hehehehe. I'm so not his minah but he is my mat though. :]

I swear i'm okay with that but i guess i'm just scared. Scared that he would run off with another girl, worst still if she's a minah!

A question from him left me stumped.

"So it's okay if i message girls and maybe go out with them since you're messaging other guys as well, right b?"

Can somebody just shoot me in the head? Seriously? Arghhhhhhh!

Yes yes, i'm guilty. I do keep in contact with other guys but i do have my limits. "Hahahaha. You're kidding, right? Where do you want me to put my boyfriend than? In my pocket or my armpit?" is what my reaction always is when some confess their feelings for me and would like something more than just a friendship while knowing that i'm already attached. Annoying laa.

Don't all of that sound like an open relationship? Am i ready for that? Can i handle whatever that is going to come along with it? Sighhh.

A phone conversation about all these with a good male friend last night got me thinking really hard.

Do you like him? Yes, very much.
You said his mum really likes you right? According to what she msged me laa.
Has he done anything to hurt you within this 2 months that you were with him? Not exactly. I mean i would like to think that he hid those messages as  a white lie so i wouldn't get hurt.
So you're saying he cares for you and would never hurt you? He is really sweet with a fighter spirit. I thought he wouldnt care when i told him about the guys who like me but he said that it would take them a lot of skill to break the thick rope that ties us together. Like an 'awwwww' kind of moment, kan? hahahaha. So yes, i'm confident he won't allow anything to hurt me.
You trust him with your heart la nie? Strangely, yes. Even after what happened. hmmmmz.
How about trusting just him? It's not 100% anymore but it's still somewhere there. Heh.
Why do you still trust him even after hiding those messages from you and still wanting to message other girls? Because he trusts me. That i won't do anything to jeopardise the relationship. Sighhh. And that simply because it's him. I trust him because it's him and i love him.

Yes! I trust him because it's him. Thanks Hafiz!. You're such a dear laa. =)

Baby we may have only been together for only 2 months but i sure am going to fight for it. So what if we don't have movie dates like other couples do? At least i have you during every other time i'm working at night or just spending the whole day at my place and having homecooked meals. We may not walk around town aimlessly hand in hand but we do talk, share and laugh our ass off with a ciggarette each in our hands and an unbreakable invinsible string which ties us to each other. We may not go on planned trips together now but i'm sure our future honeymoon trip would be a blast! Though we may be in a relationship like other couples are but ours is based on a whole lot of trust, sharing, smile and laughters which creates the love and care we have for each other. We don't have to see each other everyday because i've asked god to hold him when i'm not around, when i'm much too far away and he has sent me my very own guardian angel. I'm not giving up. I'm never letting you go and it's not easy for you to get rid of me too baby love. ((:


Feeling better already.

happy. happy. happy. happy. happy. happy. ((:




Updates!

  • Feb. 19th, 2009 at 4:48 PM


Okay, I have like a whole lot of stuff to share. Bare with it okay. ehe.

I lost a really close friend on 060209. Her death was really shocking.

Life is too short. Way too short. Too fragile. Too precious.

Surprisingly, I do care. More than I’d ever expect. You were a friend and no matter how different and distant we’ve become for the past year, I feel sorry. Sorry that you had to go when you weren’t ready for it. I was surprised and I am still surprised by the news and all I can do is stare into space, recalling the memories we once shared.Those secondary school and working times with you will never be forgotten.

I am ashamed for all that I have done or said directly or indirectly to you. Please forgive me for all my sins towards you and may your soul rest in peace, Yasmeen Shamsuddin. Amin.

So I spent Valentine's Day with my beautiful girls, Mairah and Cik Su. Love them lots laa! The plan to spend the day at the Botanic Gardens didn't happen, but nonetheless we still had fun with the annual tradition of gifts exchange and dinner at Far East's Nana Thai which we won't be going to again anytime soon. Why? The food was really tasteless! Except for mine uh. Dry beef kway teow. Yummy yum yum! ehehehe.

Then there was this frreaky moment when Cik Su was complaining why her bf haven't replied her msg and he just showed up right behind us. I swear it was pure coincidence cos she did not tell him where we were. Me and Mairah thought that he could be stalking her. Hahahahaha!

We just slacked at my workplace after that and camwhored all the way. Yes. We were damn bored. We tried to come out with suggestions on where we could go but we thought all the places would be filled with lovey dovey couples so we just enjoyed each other's company there.

Would have been nice if the rest could join us too.

It was then to arab st for sheesha with the work friends. Super crowded laaa. We managed to find a place though and it was a rooftop seating. I'm so going there again soon! ehehehe. We sheesha-ed, camwhored and played silly games with poker cards. There was even a little gambling with a few rounds of the game, 21 right before we were about to leave the place. Me and Fai paired up, combined our money and won about $1.50. hahahaha!

Reached home around 2am the day after and i had to work at 6am. Crazy right? I know. hahaha. I was super sleepy laa at work. I even had a power nap in the office. Cannot tahan laa. ehehehe.

So where was the boyfriend on Valentine's? Both him and his brother surprised their parents on that day and spent that day with them. Isn't the boyfriend just sweeet? =p ahahahaha.

I was fine with us not spending that day together. We had the entire previous evening all to ourselves anyway. Though we had to spend it at my workplace as I had to collect my store keys and finish up some things, it was still really nice to just have him beside me. ((:

We talked and laughed and talked and laughed. Had a short sulking moment than talked and laughed again. That was enough to make me smile. I just love that baceyyn boy laa. :] ehe.

Pictures of 14th Feb will be uploaded soon okay. :]

arghhhh. angry.

  • Feb. 4th, 2009 at 12:38 PM
geram. geram. geram.

he rejected my call. he never rejected my call. why did he reject my call? is he hiding something from me? what doesn't he want me to know by rejecting? is he with another girl that he rejected my call? could it be that a girl rejected my call so that he wouldn't know i called?

why? why? why?

he knows that i'd start to get paranoid if he rejects my call but why did he still reject it?

worst still. he didn't even call back and it has been almost three hours since i first gave him a miss call and two hours since he REJECTED my call.

arghhhhhh!

super paranoid, can? )):

random.

  • Feb. 3rd, 2009 at 2:58 PM
okay i'm bored.

went to school but mairah wasn't there. )):

now i'm contemplating whether i should remain at hm and wait for the baceyn boy or go to school again. arghhhh.

anyway, it's his first day in school and he's already complaining. it'll get better over time okay baceyn.

well, on a lighter note, we'd be meeting up later after like three days. wheeeee! not decided on the destination though but we'll think of something. ((:

arghhhh. can six o'clock come soon please? i miss him laaa.

an introduction.

  • Feb. 2nd, 2009 at 3:55 PM


he's mohd nor aziman. she's nur'afiah liyana.
he's arab. she's dlea.
he's 22. she's 20.
he stays at amk. she stays at simei.
his school is at redhill. she's doing her final yr at TP.
he's crazy about his bike. she's crazy about her work.
he wants a drz. she wants a fino.
he loves to eat. she loves to cook for him.
he hates his short hair. she loves it.
he loves tekto. she loves rnb.
he's baceyn. she's lovable.
he loves her. she loves him.
 
that somewhat sums us up.  ((:

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